2nd of January

My last day of freedom and happiness. Tomorrow i'll depart from Taiping to Sauk, Kuala Kangsar. No more internet. No more games. No more TV. Bye bye to my comfy bed. Sayurnara to anime. Adios to my no limit phone usage. This is very depressing. I have a mixture of feeling now. Should i be happy or sad? Afterall, not everybody got NS. Am i considered lucky or unlucky? Sighed. I think i am more to depress now. @.@ I certainly hope that i won't cry tonight.

1st of January

Sighed. NS is 1 and a half day away. T^T My parents wouldn't budge an inch on letting me bear arms in NS. Its a no no for them for me to hold a gun. This is rather depressing. What's the use of going to NS if i am not given a chance to bear arms? Sighed. No matter what i say, they wouldn't change their mind. That's the end of my hope of holding a gun. I feel like cursing them but i suppose they did what they thought is right. Well, they do have more experience then i do living in this horrible world. I guess, i'll just have to follow their judgement no matter how i think. Bye bye M16. I'll miss you.