30th of April

My worst morning ever. I never thought that there would be a day where i would have a morning worst then the morning i had in a week ago. Last time, it was about me waiting for almost half an hour for 'somebody' to come out of my apartment's bathroom when in reality, no one is in it. I honestly thought that was the worst. After today, i am entirely enlightened. For no reason, my irritating electric kettle stop functioning today! I was so desperate that i had to boil water using the rice cooker. It was so dumb. Boiling water with an electic kettle takes about 5 minutes or less. Boling with a rice cooker takes more then 15 minutes. I was so pissed that in the end, i had to cool down by playing offline games. Screw the kettle.

29th of April

UGH!!! I had decided that i'll only follow my classmates aka the saving group or the spending group once a week. Today, for no particular reason, i just followed them and somehow half of the eating group got lost. Man, it was so problematic. The non-lost group had to keep on phoning and sms-ing them. A total waste of my money. That is not all, we have to walk back in the hot sun. It was so terribly hot. What is worst is that the class we entered after our break had a malfunction of air conditional. I rather much eat in Taylor's where its cooling and 'sun-less'.

28ve of April

Life in KL is back to boring mode. I have a date with my lecturer after class to discuss my horrible results in Economics ( More then half of the class were called) so, i guess i'll be going back late today. Sighed. After the consultation, i have to carry piles and piles of economics workbooks home all the way to the end of my hostel in the third floor. Sighed. Then , i have to prepare my own dinner. Sighed. Next, i have to study to improve my economics. Sighed. This is worst then i was in my SPM year. At least during that time i only need to carry books to the first floor and i do not need to worry about food. I guess, i should stop complaining. All these are part of growing up. Sighed. I have always wish that i never have to grow up. A life in Neverland with Peter Pan is my ultimate dream.

27th of April

I calmed down a bit after yesterday's disaster. Accounting exam was okay. I think i had made a stupid mistake in it. Sighed. Anyway, ignoring all that, today Taylor's had brilliantly wasted my time and energy in an irritating prize-giving ceremony. I waited for almost 3 and a half hours just to take my so-called award. At first, i thought it would be worth it when in fact, all that was given to me was a lousy file with a cheapskate photostat-ed pink certificate. Guess what i had to miss when i attended the ceremony? I had to skipped revision for Accounting (this is not that bad) and the worst of all, i had to miss Economics, a subject that i clearly sucked at. I was rather irritated with Taylor's. If they want me to do well in the exams, why did they organized this stupid ceremony? Even if they desperately needed this ceremony, why not put in on the weekends or after class on Friday? I can never understand the adults.

26th of April

Today is definitely one of the worst day of my life. What the hell if going on with me? My economics marks sucks. It was damn bad.( I did not fail) Arrrgh! My parents are going to kill me. How am i going to survive the rest of the year? Damn it. I must really get help for my economics. This cannot go on. I'll die if it continues. On the contrary, my maths was okay. I am a mark away from full marks.( I could have gotten full marks ) But, the disaster in my economics over-shadowed my Maths. I am not even a tiny bit happy. In fact, i feel like crying but even my right to cry was denied. I got accountancy exam tomorrow with tons and tons of homework. I do not have the time to console myself. God, help me!

24th of April

I learnt a valuable lesson today. I had finally l learnt to let go and move on with my life. All this time since the mid term of my form five days until yesterday, i had been living in the past, clinging to the miserable remains of my so-called happy memories. After today, i got the signal that i should move on and accept what had happened. Time does flies whether we want it or not and time changes people. I am not a stubborn fool. I am in fact a sensitive being who understand the way life works. If this is what which is wanted. So, be it.

22th of April

My economics teacher said that my class did rather poorly in the exam (She was actually smiling when she said this!!! Is she being sacastic or what?). Sighed. Just exactly how bad did i did? Actually, that is all that matter to me. I simply do not care about others. The only good thing about this is that i am not the only one suffering from economics. Sighed. Even so, i do not like the fact that i am not able to score in this particular subject. I refused to admit that my economics is poor! I'll strive to be better. There will be no poor results for me! Okay, now that econmonic exam is over, i have Mathematics exam tomorrow, Accounting exam on Monday and Legal exam on the following Monday. Sighed. I ranked my subjects like the following:

Mathematics >>>the easiest
Accountings ^
Legal Studies ^
ESL aka English ^
Economics >>>the hardest

Sighed. Hopefully, the rest of my exams will be smoother than economics. May God Bless Me, Amen!

19th of April

I got a feeling that my career as an economist is coming to an end. Sighed. Do you know that economics is a damn hard subject! Each time i thought i was correct, i was wrong. Each time i thought i was wrong and i changed my answer, i was actually correct. What is wrong with me? How do i study economics? How do i score in economics? Oh God, save me from this place of misery! Now, medicine doesn't sound all that bad to me. @.@ Surely, it could not be worst than this. Worst thing is that, my economics test is on this Wednesday! What do i do? Run? Hide? Scream? I think i'll go with the screaming. AAAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!

15 of April

Today had been a weird day for me. Firstly, i crapped too much in class. Then, i had a hard time stopping myself from laughing or smiling when i am looking at a particular lecturer of mine. Haha. Maybe this is mainly due to 'the incident' which happened yesterday and last but not least, my classmates and i inlcuding my teacher got locked out of our classroom today (class got dissmissed!!). >.< Now, about the incident.

The incident actually started with me being too-free-for-good. Everyone was writing intentively while i was staring into space. Just for your infomation, i was not being lazy or anything similar. I had an amazing writing speed. Thus, i finished writing much faster then my other classmates. Okay, back to the story.

And so, i was staring mindlessly until i accidently caught my lecturer's eyes. We were sort of locked in eye contact. At that time, i was not sure that the lecturer was looking at me. So, i did a test. To avoid embarressment, i used a simple test of raising my eyebrows while looking at my lecturer. During that time, it seemed like a great idea to me. I didn't realize what kind of reaction should i be expecting from my lecturer if he/she was really looking at me. So, i did it. Much to my amusement, my lecturer did the same thing back to me. LOL. I was so much amused that i almost laughed out loud. Thank God, i didn't. Instead, i grinned at the lecturer and glanced back at my notes to avoid me bursting into laughter.

The interesting thing is that my this particular lecturer is famous for being strict. I certainly did not expect he/she has humour bones. He/She is the kind that will enter a class and starts glaring till the whole class is silent, the kind who confiscates handphones if were to caught using them and certainly, the kind who would stop teaching and start glaring if someone was talking in class. Do you see my point? All in all, my lecturer is not what he/she looks like. I am positive about that. Mean people do not usually have humour in them. With that, i like my this particular lecturer the most. Haha. If i am not mistaken, today while i was cracking a joke with my classmate, my lecturer was trying to catch my eye. Hoho. Okay, i might be SS about this but i think i got myself a new friend!

14th of April

Hmm. Life had bean rather boring lately. Maybe, this is due to me finally settling into my KL life. Is this good? Haha. Exciting life has its consequences as well. I could still remember the days when i was form one. :)

During that entire year, life was too interesting for me. My friend and i were very adventures in school. We explored every inch of the school. Within the first week of schooling, we were suspected of 'ponteng' class. This is a wow factor, right? LOL. In the second week, we were drilled with questions from the disiplinary teacher who once again suspected us of running away from class. In the third week, we almost got busted for crashing into the Sports Stor. What was most interesting was that everyday, we would go to school as early as 9.30am (classes begin at 12.40pm) and meet up in the library. You might be thinking, wow, such studious students. Well, think again because the reason we were at the library wasn't to read or to study but to play Monopoly. Haha. My sweet memories! We would play till 12.40pm and then we had to run all the way to the classroom. Usually, we escape the monitor's lecture bacause the assistant monitor was part of the monopoly group. We got so expert in monopoly that we added all sorts of regulations in the game. Tax rates, shares and economy reccesion were some of the regulations which were added.Haha. That was one hell of a crazy year!

13th of April

I used to think that i am just a slightly above average student. I alomost can't imagine that there is a species of homo sapiens that are worst then me by 100X or should i say 200X. @.@ After arriving here in Subang Jaya, i discovered that when compared to most of my classmates ( i do not know about other classes ) , i'm almost like a genius. This is highly shocking for me. If i can't do a certain equation, then its most definitely that the whole class can't do it. Even though so, i never act smart around them. If they ask me, then i will answer. If not, i would keep my mouth shut.

This is very different to a particular classmate of mine. This fellow seemed to be 'bull-shitting' all the time. LOL. Sorry, no offence to that human but i find he/she rather irritating. No one will ask for his/her opinion but there he/she will be talking away. And it seemed that whatever i have, he/she seemed to have it as well. For example; I was shortlisted for the JPA interview, so was he/she but he/she did not go for the interview. I used to be in a debating team, so was he/she but did not go to any competitions. I been chosen for NS, so was he/she but he/she claims that he/she got third batch . I read a storybook in class, he/she just had to lecture me about the books that he/she had read. What the hell is wrong with this human? Genetic disorder?

12th of April

UGH! Its Monday again. I have 4 days excluding today to endure before my week ends. What makes the matter worst is that my exams are around the corner too. T^T. Honestly, i would never believe that a day would come when i actually prefer Convent's classes compared to my pre-u classes. At least in Convent, i have my group of friends with me. We could crap the whole day in school. Here, like mentioned in my past posts, i am rather much the sole survivor. I am kind of lonely here. Sighed. Perhaps, i should find myself a group of friends. Haha. Then again, if i do join one of the groups, that is the end of my lovely onlining time during my breaks. I will have to stick to their status quo. So, online or friend? What do you think? @.@

10th of April

Its Saturday. Poor me. I have to walk to Taylor's just to access to internet. Sighed. I can't wait to have my Streamyx fixed. I couldn't imagine how lucky i was back during my school days. During then, i have unlimited access to internet. The only limit was my mother. Then, i have a lazer jet printer, fully at my disposal. The only limit to printing was my father. Most important of all was that i do not need to worry about food and about washing clothes.

Now, life makes me miserable. My access to the internet is very much limited by Taylor's. No gaming. Sometimes, even facebook was obstructed. I have not been able to view my facebook for almost a week now, many thanks to Taylor's. What's worst is that the speed is supreme slow. Next, the printer. Yup, Taylor's do have printers but i have to queue up just to print a document. The terrible thing is that each document cost 10 cents a page. Is Taylor's not earning enough that they have to charge us for everything? And if they want us to pay, shouldn't they set up more machines for us to top up our printing credit? I wanted to top up yesterday but the machine was out of order. I missed my printer at home. Then about food and washing clothes, i cooked daily after class and washed clothes twice a week. I have to fight for a place to hang my clothes. This is very troublesome. I did not know that cooking and washing rather much waste a lot of my time. Now, i had definitely learnt to appreciate my parents and my home.

9th of April

Yay! Today is finally Friday. I have been looking forward to Fridays ever since i started my SAM in Taylor's. Let me give you a slight peek into my point of view regarding my classmates.

Overall, my class is divided into two main groups. Group One is the Spending Group while Group Two is the Saving Group. If you are wondering which group do i belonged to, i do not actually belonged to any of the group. Let's just say that i am a group of my own aka Group 3 the Sole Survivor. In reality, i am actually invited to join either one of the group but i just prefer to mind my own business. If you had known me before, you would know that i do not spend unnessecary money and i am not actually the saving type either as i would in fact spend a lot of money on something that i liked.

Okay, ignoring me, we go on with my classmates. Everyday, The Spending Group will organise 2 trips. The first is during our break the other is when after class ends for the day. Sometimes, they even organised activities in the night. Like their name, all of their trips require one to spend a hell lot amount of money just for a meal. That for me is completely unacceptable. While they would spend money on these trips, they seemed to be unable to spend the same amount of money for their studies aka buying books and etc. They would complain a lot and in the end only buying books that the lecturer insisted for us to buy. Now, that is The Spending Group.

Moving on, is The Saving Group. This group consists of the minority. They are usually found in the Taylor's Cafeteria or the library. They, like me do not believe in spending a lot of money in meals. They are mostly nice people. To tell you the truth, i rather much prefer the latter group.
But still, me and another guy rather be in The Sole Survivors Group. Besides these two groups, there are a few very special individuals which one can find in my class.

One of it is Individual A who never pay attention in class, usually spends his/her time sleeping or talking or staring into space and etc. I do not know what in the world is he/she doing in the SAM programme. To waste money perhaps? Next, we have Individual B and Individual C who talk a lot in class. Not to mention Individual D who is in fact now trying to get close to Individual E. Haha. In conclusion, a class is like a jungle. There is a diversity of lifeforms where each and everyone of them is special. I may not have the same brainwave as them but what i can say is that it has been interesting knowing them. Life is after all unexpected.

8ve of April

I am back in Taylor's once more after leaving on Tuesday evening to Ipoh for the JPA interview. One day of not entering seemed like a lifetime to me. Now, i have to catch up on my homework. This is rather annoying. And about the JPA interview, i guess i could say its a good experience. I reached the Ipoh JPA Center at about 7.30am. The so-called interview was supposed to start at 8am.

Knowing the way our government works, i was not shocked to wait till 8.05am or maybe even later before they finally gave orders for the candidates to move to the second floor and the parents had to wait in the ground floor. And so, we went to the second floor. There we were told to look for our names on the board and signed beside the name. After that, we wasted more time hanging around till they started calling us to our respective floors. I was called to the fifth floor. In the fifth floor, we were called again five at a time to surrender our files to the clerk. Then, more time was wasted while waiting for our turns. I waited till about 10.30am before my name was finally called. Then to my horror, the clerk announced that it was the break time and we have to wait longer. Sighed. At 11.15am, i was finally brought into the interview room with four other people and the interview started. This incident proves to all of us that our government is not efficient

6th of April

Wala! Here i am again in Taylor's blogging as usual. Guess what, our post office system is a system designed to cheat its customers!!! I walked all the way there, in heat and sweat and all i got is an office with non-cooling air-conditionals, no glue and pens with almost dried up ink!!! That's not all, it seemed that the usage white-coloured envelope and brown-coloured envelope have different prices even though its content and size is the same. This is discrimination towards brown-coloured envelope!!! White envelopes are 30 cents while brown envolopes are 50 cents. Where's justice??? This is totally unfair. Now, i have to get myself some white envelopes just to save cost. Pity all those unsold brown envelopes. Nobody is going to buy them anymore and we owe this all to the post office! Boo !!!

5th of April

I am back to my reading storybook-mode! Muahahaha. It has been a long time since i had read anything besides my subjects in SAM. I had almost forgotten the joy of reading. :) Many thanks to Khai for lending me a book. Its a great book. I was more interested in it than my subjects. Hohohoho. I was very much tempted to read in class but naturally, being good and all that, i did not do so. I paid attention to the lecturer. Sighed. I am very much looking forward to my holidays where i do not have to wake up early. But then again, when my holidays arrive, so will my examinations. So, which do i prefer? Holiday and examination or classes and no examinations? That's a tough choice to make.

4th of April

Life without internet makes one more hardworking. Up to now, i have been studying daily! How very unlike me!! Back in my school days, i was never the one to study early. I was always the one who study the day before the exam. Whenever i am free, instead of studying, i would go online, sleep or read a storybook. I do wonder, what has happen to me? Haha. Maybe, this is all a dream.

3rd of April

I finally started on my ESL assignment. Sighed. The only problem is that i hace difficulties in searching for resources in the library. For unknown reasons, ALL the obesity (that is the theme that i had chosen) related books are MIA aka missing in action. According to the catalog in the library there are at least 15 available books but i can even find a single one. Now, i am actually doubting my choice in the theme. Maybe, i should change to environment issues or child abuse. I found many books on these themes. So, what should i do??

Being stubborn as i was, i stayed with the obesity theme and managed to miraclously found 3 books with a tiny sub-chapter about obesity. Sighed.

2nd of April

Well, its Friday. I still do not have my Streamyx. Thus, i am stucked in Taylor's whenever i have to use the internet. Most of the time, i am fine with this. Besides the extremely slow speed and the lacked of privacy, the computers here are in good conditions. But today, i am sort of pissed with 'The Web' aka computer center in Taylors. For goodness know what reason, i cannot view facebook. Sighed. I missed my good-old wireless at home.

Above that all, i am lost with all the assignments. Honestly, college life is way different from SPM life. The only subject that i am very sure about is Advanced Mathematics. Sighed. At least in maths, all i need to do is equations. This is troublesome. I would rather much look forward to the days when i am used to college life and when i have my own internet connections. May God Bless Me! Amen!

1st of April

So, i started my college life. Is it fun??? Many had asked me. So, what do i think? Actually, i have nothing much to say. Its basicly like school life. One would have to study to get good grades. There are fierce lectures aka teachers here too. There are plenty of assignments or also known as homeworks as well. I don't really see the different. The few miserable differences that i can see are that i get to wear my own clothes, i go to college at 7.30am instead of 6.30am in school and leave at 4 or 5 pm depending on the days instead of good-old 2.35pm), i cook myself, i wash my own clothes, and the worst thing is that i get to climb countless of stairs daily(My classes are usually at the highest floor in taylor's and my apartment is on the third floor. Both taylor's and my hostel do not have lifts) ! Is college life fun then? I guess this question is more to the subjective side. Its rather up to one's opinion.