30th of May

Humph. I think there is something wrong with me. Usually busy people have no time for other things besides studying. I do wonder how in the world i could allocate time to play Dragonica. Haha. My last few day basicly begun with me checking my facebook. Then, i would feel guity and start studying. Somewhere at 5, i would start to be restless. Finally, i would speed though my studying and begun to play Dragonice till late at night. Is this good? I sincerely hope that i would not regret my actions later.

27th of May

Hmph. My life evolved from miserable to extreme depression. Being a March intake SAM student is not an easy matter. It is not even a moderate nor a hard matter. It is in fact classified as supreme diificult. My first month here was not too bad. It was rather acceptable. Then, came the second month, which is busy but still manageable. Now, i had been given a sneak preview of my future life during the holidays and for the third month. Guess what i saw? I saw more miseries! I have tonnes and tonnes of assignments AND exams AND projects. My one week break is not considered as a holiday anymore. Its more like 24/7 of completing projects, finding articles, studying and certainly doing homework as coincidently, the datelines are immediately after the holiday. So, i guessed i will be suferring soon.

18th of May

I cannot beleive that i had been living without internet for almost 2 months!!!! I am going crazy. I missed good-old-facebook. Sighed. I had been cut out from the entertainment world for so long that now i felt like i am living in the stone age. There is like nothing for me except to study. Sighed. Assignments one after another. Exams one after another. I have not even finished my ESL investigating project and now i am given another group assignment. UGH! This is madness! SPM seemed like heaven to me now.

15th of April

Yay! My internet connection is coming!!! I can't wait for the exact moment to arrive. ^.^ Holidays is coming too. :) I am rather sick of studying. I want to go out and have fun. The only problem is my lecturers. I have absolutely no idea why they like to torture their poor students like me. Do you know that the January intake students got 4 months plus to complete their investigating project? We, the mieserable March intake was given only one month plus or maybe even less to complete the very same project. And the January intakes certainly do not have exams every single week unlike us the poor March intakes. We have lots and lots of exams and assessments per week. I am pretty sure that the January intakes got MORE then one week to perpare for their legal presentation aka collaborative task. We got LESS then a week to prepare for this. This is highly unfair! I want to stage a protes! This is against my human right!

14th of April

My life had changed from busy to VERY busy. T^T I have to complete 4 sets of legal homework, a collaborative legal task with involves presentation, an investigating English project, multiple Mathematics questions, several Accounting homework, study for Economics and sleep. Obviously, i would need some sleep, right? For the homeworks, its easy for me to complete them. Its the projects that are the threats. For legal, its a group assignment, so, i can't do it alone (i would very much prefer to do it individually) while for English, its would be one hell of a task to paraphrase 2k worth of essay (i took almost 2 hours just to paraphrase 4 paragraphs). These have marks allocated which will be added to my final marks. So, in other words, i cannot slack. Sighed. That is the end of my social life and the beginning of my studious life.

11th of April

Hump. Tomorrow got economics exam. Sighed. Can i do better this time? i have to write a 4 paged essay in 45 minutes. The last time i tried writing the essay, i took more then 1 hour. How in then world am i going to finish my test on time tomorrow? Now that is a major problem. I guessed i will just have to pray hard. Besides all that, I did so so in my legal. Sighed. I maybe the highest in class, but i cam not any happier. I am HALF a mark away from scoring an A! 16 and a HALF over twenty! UGH! There should be a law against this. The HALF system is torturing. I do not understand wny the rounding up marks system is not used in the SAM programme. UGH! I missed good old SPM days.

10th of April

My life is like a rollercoaster. One minute i am upright, the next minute i am upside down. I have just received news that my ESL investigating project is due in two weeks time. I have to complete all my referances, quotations, survey, charts and the 2k essay. Actually all this is very esay if plagiarism isn't a problem. Many thanks to this problem, i have to paraphrase all 2k words of my essay and parapharasing isn't easy. One, you have to change entirely all the words in the source ( very unlike 'rumusan'). Two, you are not allowed to change the meaning of the author. Three, you must acknowledge the original writer in citation. Four, you are not allowed to personalise your essay. Five, the essay must be based on souces and is objective. Six, you cannot lie in your essay. Ugh! Can you get the picture? I can go on and on with paraphasing up to a hundred or maybe even more. And the one very mini problem is that aside with this investigating project, i have plenty of exams ( aren't esay al all )to keep me occupied as well. All of my exams are counted in my finals and so is the project. So, tell me, how am i to study and at the same time completing my project?

6th of April

I don't feel like waking up at all today. Just felt like skipping class. Even so, in the end, i dragged myself off the bed and walked to Taylor's. Sighed. Tomorrow, i got Mathematics exam. Next Monday (Legal) and Wednesday (Economics) i have exams as well. What the hell! I HAVE EXAMS EVERY WEEK!! Guess who i owe the thanks to for my misery? The government! Stupid people who selected me for NS. Wasting my precious time. What is worst is that they caused my allergies as well. My beautiful skin is still rather spotty if is examined closely. If and if only, i have not been selected for NS, i would be in January intake and I WON'T BE HAVING EXAMS EVERY SINGLE WEEK!!!! Sighed. Annoying government. I shall not cursed the government as i am a good citizen of Malaysia. Ahem ahem, ignoring the government, back to my main problem. ECONOMICS!!!! Exam is coming and i don't think i had proceed much with this subject. I cannot actually concentrate fully on it because i have other exams as well. What am i to do? I need a miracle!

5th of May

Humph! I had gotten back my legal results (17/20). I am the second highest. The highest was a guy, 18 ( a bannana, like me) For unknown reasons, people started coming to me to teach / guide them in their homework. At first, i was fine with it. Now, i find it to be troublesome, wasting a hell lot of my time ( half of the time, they do not understand what i had said and i have to repeat) and is rather annoying. Honestly, i am not a genius. Why do all of them come to me? If i am that smart, i would be getting full marks for all papers and my economics would not be this bad. Sighed. The only good thing about this is that my parents are happy with my results (except my economics) and that this shows that i can actually cope with my SAM (except economics). Ah, economics! I do have a problem with it. That is my main concern for now.

3rd of May

Legal exams today. Once again, i made a stupid mistake. I lost 2 marks from the overall 20 marks . So, in reality i lost 10 marks already because by the end of the day, the 20 marks test will be converted to 100%. Sighed. SAM exams are very costly. Losing one mark will be the same as losing 5 marks or more in the 100%. I missed good-old SPM style. Losing one mark is losing less then half mark in the total marks. The only good thing about today is that i got back my Accounting results! Guess what? I am the highest. Muahahahaha. Though, my marks is not something to be proud of. Its just that my class sucked at Accounting. But still, i can't help it but to feel proud. I got 28/30. I made some stupid mistakes. @.@ I could have gotten 30/30. Hopefully, my legal results would be as good as my Mathematics and Accountings. Honestly, i cannot afford another marks like Economics. Let's hope, that i'll ace my legal.